ytd wednesday...lazy to update blog...ytd lesson so long lol...got lifeskill...qutie fun....today sku start late..wake up at the morning...calll teha wake up..then go to sku...then saw teachers doing the handprint on the wall..then maths...doing math test...fail lol..then english..prac for oral...is coming tues...then go recess...i go hall play batminton with afiq,didi...qutie fun...then go for module...then do rebounding...got dawn and darryl the trainer...do for us..hahas..then chat..after sku go canteen...saw ernest and marshall...unlucky lol...saw marshall...then marianne tok alot of crap...eat abit...go library...pzh,jaiver,afiq,ainul and teha...hahas...gtg hme later...tmr FOP...I WANT TO GO..CAN???with church,cg and my beloved GOD(: and i wanna to join projection ministry...can anot...i am slow in anything...hahas..waiting for fri..


when i can't saw euu...i miss euu alot..when i saw euu..i doesn't noe wat to sae...heart beat when very fast..what wrong with me??DUH...i asking myself...am i falling love with him..impossible...i promise myself..not to fall in love with any guy...i am tired...wat sld i do...slap myself...or wat...i only wan to get my dream done...ministry do better,life get better,and everythings...i now concentrate is study,dream and ministry...i hope i can clear my mind rite now...don't think oh him anymore...i try not to sms him often....tat i can do...


dream dream dream...now and ever!!!

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ytd i go out with him...like qutie fun..went to bugis and changi airport...toking and toking..we toking abt soccer,sku,and wat courses we wan...hahas...play his phone for awhile...but never eat...end up gastic pain...take mrt hme..he sms me...like funny msg...hahas...i still can accept the msg...reach hme...chatting with grandparent...my dad and brother sleeping already...then chat with him awhile..then when to sleep..damn tired..plus having sku tmr...wake up perpare for sku...go to sku..during the free time..i and teha toking abt her bf...marianne cannnot hear wat we sae...very funny...we keep laughing...then we waited for mr sim like qutie long..is okie..we never play pe...we doing the handprint for yog,national and sku 1o ann ba..plus can keep out handprint..keep memory..next time we go back sku..we can see our handprint...after pe...science lesson...nth much...eng lesson...marianne and teha sleeping..teacher calling them to wake up...hahas..always like tat...maths lesson..doing pre test worksheet..doing with marianne..during recess i saw mr low...very happy...mr low who built opss...hahas...we bring his grandson and daughter...the son and daughter in law also come...after recess....mother tongue lesson...test sia...but i do qutie well...hee...then mr chew like to sae story...i guess he have alot of story..wanna to share with us...then have ebs...i was very very very stress...with marianne..call me to print this print tat...my head pain sia...after sku...eat with teha and ainul...then went to library...go back...eat and mop the floor...gonna to watch channel 8 the mark lee...host..hahas...tmr is wednesday...hate it...the period gonna to be very long....time pass very slow de..hahas..tmr ebs our vp willl come to comp see us..like wat...we very good de..prepare for tmr..must be good...hahas...tmr when update...hee...loves(:



every moment i have...i will always remember...we have chat together...we have near each other...happiness is so short..tat i very content abt it...eyes to eyes...i feel i weird...but my heart went very fast..so long doesn't have tat feeling before....relationship i already give up...then i felt is very hurting...no freedom or no time to with the loves ones...relationship need time...connected is imporant to me...trust and honest...loving God..Fren and family...respect,care,kind to everyone...tat i wanna one...LOVE is some kind like scary to me...then i don't dare to accept it again...stay happy..smile smile evey moment we have now(:


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sat and sun service was powerful...i love pst lia..Don't lose heart,purity and focus!!!i heard it twice..but i don't feel tired..i feel fresh...and worship..i really love God..i won't leave him again!!pst lia ask..WHAT IS UR FOCUS??i doesnt noe...and am i always lose heart..everytime..i am conused...God is not finding talented people..He finding a worker tat doesn't lose heart..i hope i can be tat worker..i think tat two days is not enough..i hope everyday have..hahas..on sat having ministry...taking photo for f zone service...i feel discourage..feel myself is still not good..i thanks jaslyn always there for me...i love her son much..and wat darryl sae..i sld focus on the basic..and go internet..learn more..darryl i will..hahas..i will continue work hard..one day i will prepare myself taking pic for main service..i don't wan to waste my leader tat always there for me..i will work hard..i will do my very best...ytd is my darliinq birthday..i never attend her birthday on sat..she angry with me..i am sorry..i really love her..i hope she understand me..but church also important to me..i can't leave God..i hope i can make up her..i really wanna to spent time with God..I AM SORRY DARLIINQ:(and today went to sku..alot of fun things..spent time with best fren..staying back waiting for pzh..but gtg hme..soon..cos got somethings on..gtg out with ppl..hope we have fun..later on..gonna to be fun..FOP is coming..i can't wait to go...gonna to be awesome service with church and pastor how and pastor lia..Woots(:counting down...FOP FOP FOP I COMING..hahahahahahahahahahas...



i wanna to draw near euu..whenever euu go..when i feel sad..happy...angry...euu always noe..always there for me..sometimes..i doesn't noe wat am i doing..euu always forgive me...happiness tat euu will plan for me..destiny..i feel so lucky...i noe euu..when i was sec one..euu let me noe..the outside world...tat i never knew before..the love,care,concern by others..but i didn't grab it well...but one day i will grab it well..and i really really love euu..euu are my everythings..now and ever..can't change..po gonna to be over soon...i believe euu tat euu will help me this stage..tat i always fear..but i noe euu always given me lightness not darkness..tat i can step out of faith to do it..thanks euu!!i wanna to be like euu...learn alot of things..nor learn the mistake...euu always given me chance to change...i promise i will change...never have the same attitude tat i have before!!!i will take it seriously...I will continue loving ppl...care and concern to them...tat wat ppl loving me,care and concern for me...


we have chance to change...never think negative..think postitive..if euu willing...is not too late to change(:


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teha gtg camp..i going to MISS HER SO MUCH..must take care yea..this morning raining sia..so cold..really like sleep all the way..go to sku..OMG my teacher nominated me as courteous student..like??Huh me..can't believe..hahas..i not a good student..any way thanks mrs choi..given me tis chance..hahas..then i keep pzh pencil box..super funny lolx..chat with hong jie..hahas..after sku meeting stella..abt 3pm..wow..she want to spent time with me..can chat with her(:then sat got ministry..for zone f service..i hope tat i can go next level..to take for service..tat my wish..althought I'm not a gd one..if i work hard..i already very content..i very happy..at tis ministry..can take alot of photo...tat i wanna to acheive more..

i wanna to change everythings..is time to grow up..don't let ppl worry abt me..learn more frm leader,fren..so tat i can teach the next generation...and learn from them too..i don't mind..every generation have different new things in their life...waiting for tat(:loving them always^_^

Smile can forget all the problem..tat i wish eveyone can br happy,cheerful..make life more interesting..CHEER TO THE WORLD YEA(:

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ytd watching the sun cover by moon..at television..nice sia..sianx..singapore raining don't have..wat a waste!!!then watch Thailand vs Liverpool...1 to 1 sia..hahas..then chat with jackson until 12am...cool rite..then today wake up at 7.10am..really gtg to sku..reacj sku..having maths and eng..then after tat recess..then having hair dressing lesson...learning how to high light..hair..then we have fun..after sku go library..then go up stairs sitting and toking with teha and marianne...tat cool..tmr meeting stella..hahas(:


i really need to change my character..and can i love ppl who around me?can i do it..I"m not sure...haix...what to do..smile smile can forgetten all things..hahas..

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ytd have great outing with class..hahas..took alot of pic..and take take..run run..shout..hahas..reach sku..hungry then eat..then go hme with pzh they all..at bus tok..then take 965 go hme..tired sia..chat with jackson at fb and sms each other..hahas..and today weather cooling sia..want to sleep..don't feel like wake up..and hope everyday is a awesome day...sat having ministry..yeah...hope hong hwee can get well..pray for him...take care man hong hwee...euu are great!!!



Smile with a little love(: happiness that i wanna have^_^


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Yesterday AE service was great...I wan to learn abt knowledge...be CREATIVITY,ABILITY and PRODUCTVITY...althought i'm not study well..but i will work hard..sometimes i will feel discourge and feel in fear..but i try to cope it...sometimes i does not noe wat happen to me..I SUCK MAN!!!ytd we celetrate ROY BIRTHDAY(:and darliinq is playing my hair..hahas..sometimes on't feel like going to church..but i just bear with it..and smile..enjoy worship God..will feel hurt..i afriad of darkness,fear and pain..i really really feel like cry..but i every single nite..was crying..tears coming down...can i stop crying..i going to be crazy soon:( my personal life..is really hope tat i won't think too much...and today sku..NADIA come back from school..mrs sasi,nadia and mrs choi sae thank euu to me..cos i sent a msg to nadia..to encourage her..to come back to school..i love her so much..hope she can really can feel tat we love her..no matter wat!!!chatting with teha at class..and our maths teacher come back already!!she qutie good man..mrs wan..tiredness and sadness...get away from me right now..can i have a sweet dream..or a day tat can let me rest...i guess GOD is beside me now...and jon sae C80 breakthrough..great..i very happy..but i never help out much..i can't help out in single things..i just a failed gal..i really wan to sae sorry to my cg...i noe euu all care for me,love me and concern abt me..but is not worthy..i just nothing to euu all...pls don't treat me so well..euu all is good brother and sister in christ...i let down euu all...SORRY...i can't fit to be euu all sister in christ..no one bothering to speak to me..i just kept qutie..is better..zip my mouth..wat i can do..2 years plus at church..doing nth..i just give up can already..there is many things tat i can't do anythings..for God,fren and my loves ones..don't give me hope again..forget me ba..pls...

My tears..tat can't erase it now and ever..happiness i can't reach...friendship is a smile and laughter we had together!!!


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today fridayyyyyyyyyy....can rest at hme le..hahas..going god mother hse stayover nite..tired already..need to rest..TMR IS ROY..MY IDOL BIRTHDAY..WISH HIM ALWAYS HAPPY AMD HANDSOME!!!MY IDOL FOR 2 yrs plus..i love his voice..everydays gonna to be great...i promise myself won't cry or drop any single tears..i will slap myself..crying is very tiring...haix..go twitter,blog,facebook..nth to do..later wait for zhi hao..go home together..yeah..hahas..and my phone repair le..my favourtie phone is ALIVE!!my daddy this morning give me..hahas..love him and my mummy!!!

LOVE HIM(Full of smile and Happiness(:

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY PERH ZHI HAO..LOVE EUU BEST FREN!!!
i this few days feel very stress..feel like killing myself..tears keep coming down..i don't noe why..heart very very pain..can't find a fren to tok..hmmm..many things happen..i really really very tired..stress..no one is concern abt me..help me...clean my heart..wanna to have a normal life again..i can't like last time..have a great smile..or happy...i just only cry cry cry..




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hello i'm back in my blog..busy and lazy to update my blog..hahas...wed having spot check..then i brought my phone..sia..and teha..our heart..was like gtg very fast..then i hid my phone..so tat teachers can't find..there is 4 teacher sia..then i have no choice..i promise i won't bring..i can't always have the luck lolx...ytd..having courses..doing facial..shiok sia..i like ppl help me do..i fall asleep..super tired..then after sku..having program..wow the program was great..the report noe my character sia..and the teacher mr melvin chia..read my graph was woots..envy him..i think tat why he can woo his galfren..heeytd was my cousin..i call her da jie..HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HER..Love her..hope she can find a bf..she not young anymore..hahas..and be happy,cheerful gal and career can went up to next level...ytd super tired,went to sleep..can't watch my fav channel..sorry..hahas..today taking temperature..then go comp room..do cpa...my class like all crazy..sia..don't noe wat happened..hahas..but is still very cool..hee..then sci..sianz..i fail my test..sad..but i will work hard..alot of lesson..can't rmb much..then after sku play bb with frens..then tonite gtg aunt hse..hahas..and waiting for sat service..and ANG WEI JIE..recovered soon yea..take care..


Smile..can make ur problem..go away.

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fri and sun is i have a great service with Dr.A.R Bernard..is like WOW..great sermon..wat a powerful service...i had learn alot of things..we sld learn not be be jealous..we must do hard work..so that we can achieve success by us..Common Grace and Saving Grace..and we shall connect in everything..i love God..i really want to worship him more...i won't ever leave Church...This is my hmr..my everythings..i have my best fren,leaders and pastors..i LOVE THEM(:i will continue go church until i old..and C80 must grow..i will wait for it..waiting for next service..yeah..meeting michelle at sun plaza..to spent time..and love people..hahas..love loves..and took alot of picture..with fren..and my new fren i made in other zone..JOEY..he is great..hahas..so tall..pass me some yea..hahas..



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ytd at sku super fun.same courses same zhi hao,natale and hong jie..finaly..hahas..cutting qutie fun..trainer is lyn and corn..hahas..next time can cut ppl hair..after sku eating with them..toking,chatting..then go hme together..then take bus..raining..sianx..but reach woodlands..buy yu san..hahas..and reach hme..watch television...mop the floor..then sign in msn..chat with teha..and marianne..then chat with teha..i tell her..i very stress and miss him..feel like crying..but love cannot be force..i only can force myself..smile and happy at church..don't wan to let anyone one..haix..i abit hate myself..today will eating luch with senior,junior and stella..hee..i hope we have fun!!hahas..they rox..and tonight staying at godmither hse..i don't noe want to switch off my phone..and don't want to go church..i so so tored..and stress..who can help me..

Darliinq..i miss euu,love euu..but euu don't noe...can give me a chance..always wait for euu!!


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ytd qutie tired..sleep..and today reach sku at 7.30am.i take temperture is 37.8..then i take again is 37.4..haha..no fever..lucky..thanks God..i doesn't want to get H1N1..hee..alot of fun at class..slack..go computer room..play ppl quiz at facebook..hahas..and sae alot jokes..go for hairdressing..hope the courses is good..tmr is fri..gtg eating and spent time with church people..hahas..i feel sad..everytime..wat should i do?i don't noe..just cry..and hide at room..hope God can help me..love the guy i love..miss him(:miss cg also..see them at sat(:Love darliinq..bernie..take care!!




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Hiie..i back..hmmm..next day again..take temperature in class..OH NO..HAVE TEHA AND MARIANNE HAVE FLU..MUST TAKE CARE!!LOVE UR...And feel tired..morning take train saw my darliinq..Bernie..miss her so much..but never tok much..and waiting for sat service..can't wait for service..fri gtg my godmother house stay..and waiting for fri eating lunch with senior,junior for lunch..abt new gen..OPSS REVIVAL YEA..HAHAS..everyone must take care of ur health..loves..anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY OTHER GRANDFATHER..1st July..always happy..eating dinner and celetrate later on..hee..




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