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What is the meaning of love?i missing him alot

Friday, February 26, 2010 @ 4:54 PM

I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I felt and still you would not understand. So now I leave you without a sound except my heart shattering as it hits the ground
Love is like an eternal flame,Once it is lit, it will continue to burn for all time.
Love isn't blind, it just only sees what matters.
Love is a moment that lasts forever...
You will know the real meaning of love when you fall in love.
If a tear fell from my eyes, everytime i wished you were with meI would have a puddle of fallen wishes at my feet.
Through the wind I hear your voice, in the clouds I see your name.Living life without you just wouldnt be the same
If you love someone more than anything, Then distance only matters to the mind, not to the heart.
If i had a single flower for everytime i thought of you i could walk forever in my garden.
When i saw you i was afraid to talk to you...when i talked to you i was afraid to hold you...When i hold you i was afraid to love you Now that i love you im afraid to lose you.
Telling someone you love them comes from the heart The place that made you love them from the start.
True love never leaves the heart, so if you dont love me now, you didnt love me then.
It is impossible to fall out of love, love is such a powerful emotion,That once it envelops you, it does not depart.
True love is eternal.If you think you were once in love but fell out of it, than it wasent love you were in
I ran up the door,shut the stairs,said my pj's and put on my prayers.I turned off the bed and hopped into the light, all because you kissed me goodnight.
No Boy Is Worth Fightig For, And If You Have To Fight To Get Him, Than You're Better Off Without Him.
The Hardest Thing In Life Isn't Finding The One You Luv, Its Making The One You Luv...Luv you Back.
A Cute Guy Can Open Up My Eyes, A Smart Guy Can Open Up My Mind,But Only A Sweet Guy Can Open My Heart.
I Cry For The Times That You Were Almost Mine,I Cry For The Memories I've Left Behind,I Cry For The Pain, The Lost, The Old, the New..I Now Cry For The Times I Thought I Had You
I don't know weather to smile cause you're happier with her or cry cause you're not mine.
Everyday we tell ourselves we're better off without each other, B ut then every morning I wake up and realize I love you more then the day before.
I want to be happy because hes happy But how can I be happy knowing im not the one making him smile.
Sticks and stones may break my bones and tear my skin apart, But nothing hurts me more than you,Because you broke my heart.
It takes 3 seconds to say 'I Love You' but a lifetime to prove it.
Love is friendship, friendship is love. If love fails, friendship should remain. For friendship is the foundation of love.
Let your heart guide you...but listen closely because it whispers.
You make me smile for no reason whatsoever,Y ou make me laugh at the unfunniest things,B ut most of all, you make me love you...W hen I shouldn't be loving you.
You will know when you really love someoneWhen you want him to be happy even if his happiness means you are not a part of it.
Don't be too good i will miss you. Don't be too caring, I might like you. Don't be too sweet, I might fall. It's hard for me to love you when you won't love me after all...
And all for love, and nothing for reward.
A complete need should not exist...love, life in common with loved ones?
what we love intensely or for a long timewe are likely to bring within the citadel,and to assert as part of oneself.
A girl without freckles is like a night without stars.
A kiss can be a comma, a question mark or an exclamation point. That's basic spelling that every woman ought to know.
A kiss can beautify souls hearts and thoughts.
A kiss can beautify souls hearts and thoughts.
A kiss makes the heart young again and wipes out the years.
A kiss? the renunciation of the heart when one is no longer alone.
A lawful kiss is never worth a stolen one.
A lover fears all that he believes.
A lover without indescretion is no lover at all.
A man is not where he lives, but where he loves.
A meeting between two beingswho complete one another,who are made foreach other, borders already,in my opinion, on a miracle.
A part of us remains where ever we have been.
A part of you has grown in me. And so you see, it's you and metogether forever and never apart, maybe in distance, but never inheart.
A pity beyond all tellingIs hid i

n the heart of love.

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what a messy day for me

@ 3:42 PM

on wed...quarrelling with my brother..cos of somethings..then my mummy came in..i shout at her..my fault lol..haix..this few week..my mood not pretty good..always go sku for coursework ..tired and stress..left thur...ytd we cook alot of things..nice sia..but i didnt eat it..i gave to Mr Willy..Scare he hungry...hope he like it..scare he get fatter..hahas...hope he enjoy his day..hahas..also have OP idol..hahas..our fellow frens..qutie good in singing..after tat go home with marianne..hahas..

today went to sku..then having ebs coursework..then maths,recess..english lesson...tat science lesson..Mr Saktun was angry with someone ba..then we kana need to do science quiz..sian..fail already..then lifeskill do the survey..every year do tat(: after tat went to ICT and help..1C1 make me crazy..haiz..ms soo came in..to scold them..then continue..hope they can be better..

the day i miss him..i everyday think of him..when i was schoolling..busy in sku..or do my stuff..i missing him..i wanna to go his workplace..look at him..but im not free..go there..is okie..miss him alot..he gonna takee caree(; loves him always..

ytd is SWEE WEI JIE BIRTHDAY..HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY YA...MR SWEE..stay happy and handsome((:

this is my favourtie band in korea..handsome lol..hahas..

SS501..WOOTS(:

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Kindess Quotes(:

Monday, February 22, 2010 @ 4:11 PM

Love is saying 'I feel differently' instead of 'You're wrong.'”

To laugh often and much; to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children...to leave the world a better place...to know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived. This is to have succeeded.”

“I expect to pass through this world but once; any good thing therefore that I can do, or any kindness that I can show to any fellow creature, let me do it now; let me not defer or neglect it, for I shall not pass this way again.”

Let no one ever come to you without leaving better and happier. Be the living expression of God's kindness: kindness in your face, kindness in your eyes, kindness in your smile.”

Kindness is a language which the deaf can hear and the and the blind can see”

You can gain more friends by being yourself than you can by putting up a front. You can gain more friends by building people u p than you can by tearing them down. And you can gain more friends by taking a few minutes from each day to do something kind for someone, whether it be a friend or a complete stranger. What a difference one person can make!”

Spread love everywhere you go: First of all in your own house... let no one ever come to you without leaving better and happier. Be the living expression of God's kindness; kindness in your face, kindness in your eyes, kindness in your smile, kindness.”

Kindness in words creates confidence. Kindness in thinking creates profoundness. Kindness in giving creates love.”

This is my simple religion. Ther e is no need for temples; no need for complicated philosophy. Our own brain, our own heart is our temple; the philosophy is kindness.”

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hahas

@ 3:24 PM

im back in genting in last thur..coming back to Singapore..great to be in home sweet home..hahas..but i miss the weather there..hahas..cooling..better than singapore weather..seriously..hee..anyway i wanna sae Happy Chinese New Year to my fren and family..hee...have a great 2010 this year..tiger..hahas...

Day 1
reach genting abt 5.30am morning..wait until 4.30pm then check in to the room...have breakfast,lunch then dinner..tired then went to sleep..hee(:

Day 2
wake up when for breakfast..super early..full of people in the dining room..hahas..we went the shopping mall..i brought alot of stuff..have a walk myself..MarryBrown is awesome!!!we went to play bowling the place is awesome..glow in dark..with great music...take neo print..then watch alot of movie in my room...then sleep at 3am(: cold man

Day 3
as usual..eat breakfast...then shopping..went to play all the awesome,scary outdoor and indoor games i and my brother played..after tat eat our dinner..play bowling..shoppiing shoppiing again..we went to tour around the mall and genting outside..then went back to my room..goodniite(; cold man..

Day 4
eat breakfast...went to play..then afternoon we went to eat best food like chicken rice others food in two days..hee..after tat we went buy things for our fren..my fren..so happy buying for my fren and my cousin..hohohohoho..then we went to play bowling again..hahaas..lost qutie alot..need to train more....my daddy and mummy is awes0me play..they 20 yrs never play..still can win we this young ppl..hehehe...after tat we went to a place which have singapore food..hehe..super nice...my brother and my daddy play billard..me and my munmmy play bowing and take neo print..after tat..went back to room..bath..sleep..qutie cold...with my jacket..goodnite(:

Day 5(last day)
wake up on the morning..eat breakfast..dont feel like wake up..hahas..check out..then we went to eat lunch..hahas..then walk abit..went up to bus..to singapore ..reach singapore abt 10pm..reach home..pack up..prepare for school on thur(: Goodnite(:

then went sku on thur..having courteous presentation..scare sia..hahas..after tat got mt..pe..recess then cooking..butter cookies...cool..hehe..after tat helping in ict..then go home..9:

Fri..late for school...luckily i sick..no sip..hahas..afterwards alot of lesson..ebs make me stress..forget it..then end school..help out in ict again..then go home(:

sat..went to zhi hao hse..eat..play..alot of games...tok tok..then play comp..play cards..reach home abt 12.45am..awesome man..then sleep sleep..

ytd wake up at 3pm..bath..gtg church in paya lebar..for worker apprecation..awesome man..took alot of picture..my ministry rox..nadine rox..church rox..pastors rox and church fren rox(; eating food and ice cream...then worship God...after tat..gtg home with gab and yue ling..so long never go home with them..reach home..bath..liana called me..chat until 2.30am..then sleep..miss her alot..hope to see her soon(: loves her(:

today wake up..bath..went to school...then english..rich..after tat went to cr3..doing for kindess week things..after tat..take photo for one person..after tat me,fateha and zhi hao went up..then left me and fateha..there a man..come in ask.. excuse me may i check light..i was laughing like hell..fateha keep impose him..hahas..then went for recess...ate so full..after tat science..chatting..copying the note..then CPA..coursework for N Level..qutie okie..then maths..then help out in ICT..hehe..after tat go home..hahas..GoodNite(: schooling for tmr(: gonna do alot of things tonite(:

I miss him alot..then i never text him..i really miss him..loves him..i wanna be with him..tat okie..still can pray for him(:

SIGN OFF
MANGO(:

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haix

Friday, February 12, 2010 @ 3:58 PM

ytd having reunion dinner in michelle yao hse..after sku went to meet jon and bell go to mich hse..and having a great time with CG..hahas..feel very happy,eating with them..i feel so blessed..taking alot of picture..thanks to everyone..reach hme abt 12am..seriously im tired..went to have a bath..wrote card for wesley and mr willy..study for my science and my planning for my life..hahas..slept at 2am..went to sleep.hahas..

today went to school...having EBS coursework..tired,stress..but okie abt tat...then having science test in CR2...sld can pass..hahas...after tat have Chinese New Year concert..hahas..awesome man...wish all my fren and teachers happy chinese new year(: loves euu all...

actually i feel im so useless..im not a good cousin..wesley im sorry tat im nt a good cousin..why euu cry..can tell me wat happen anot??i really concern abt euu..i wont force euu to sae sorry to people...okie..wesley euu really a awesome cousin in my heart..smile okie..be happy..chinese new year coming..i wanna euu to be happy...hope euu enjoy urself...

im gtg genting tmr..so will be post my blog on thur ba..hahas..gonna enjoy with my family..finally can sit down eat dinner together...will post soon..

i miss him alot..i so long never text him...hope his work is good..miss him alot..wish him CNY..hope he enjoy himself in malaysia with his parent(:

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR(:

SIGN OFF
MANGO(:

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Monday, February 8, 2010 @ 9:53 AM

Poem Love and Hurt
Poems on Love and hurt by Sri Chinmoy

Before you hurt others, Hurt yourself first. It will make you wise. Before you love yourself,Try to love others first. It will make you perfect.
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You have the power that hurts. He has the love that heals. I have the light that sees. God has the Compassion that feels
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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme, How is it possible for me To hurt the ones That I love deeply? "My child, here is the proof That you do not actually love them."
My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme, Now tell me, Do I not sincerely and deeply Love You, my Supreme? Why do You then hurt me so often, If not always?
"My child, My child, Go beyond, far beyond, The boundaries of your futile mind.Then you will have the answer From Me." My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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No matter how intensely you love God In His own Way, You will never get hurt. But if you love God in your own way, At every moment you will get hurt.

Poems By: Sri Chinmoy

Poems on Smiling

I AM SMILING TODAY

Centuries of my totally Forgotten hopes Are reborn. Therefore I am smilingToday. My God is the witness; My despair is the witness. Centuries of my unconsciously Sealed inner treasures Are unsealed. Therefore I am dancing Today. My God is the witness; My inner penury is the witness.
Excerpt from The Dance Of Life, Part 15 by Sri Chinmoy.
My mind is crying pitifullyAt the confusion-shore. My heart is crying sleeplessly At the frustration-shore.My soul is smiling blissfully At the perfection-shore.
Excerpt from Ten Thousand Flower-Flames, Part 90by Sri Chinmoy.
My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme! Smiling and smiling You go before me. Blessingfully and compassionately You keep the path ready for me. Yet my mind is so unmindful And my heart is so ungrateful, Alas, alas! My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!
Excerpt from My Morning Soul-Body Prayers, Part 4 by Sri Chinmoy.

Poems on Forgiveness
poems on forgiveness by Sri Chinmoy

Learn the art of forgiving, And apply it to yourself first. Then it becomes easy To forgive others.

Forgive, You will have happiness. Forget, You will have satisfaction. Forgive and forget, You will have everlasting peace Within and without.

To err is human. But be careful, Do not over do it. If to forgive is divine, Then rest assured, You can never over do it.

On earth, forgiveness is a sweet experience, a necessary realisation.Forgiveness is the expansion of one's reality-light and divinity-height.

Forgive the world. The world will sit at your compassion-feet.Forgive yourself. God will be dancing inside your meditation-heart.

His are the lips that do the best preaching. His is the life that does the worst deceiving. His is the body that does the longest sleeping. His is the vital that does the wildest ridiculing. His is the mind that does the meanest snobbing. His is the heart that does the filthiest defiling. His is the realisation that sempiternally shines Between Man's hopeless inconscience And God's endless forgiveness.

God's Forgiveness Does not mind When we blame God For our mistakes.
But God's Forgiveness Does mind When we blame Other human beings For our mistakes.

Poems by Sri Chinmoy
Aphorisms on Forgiveness by Sri Chinmoy

Poem of Wisdom
Because of its lack of wisdom, A snake drinks milk And emits poison. Because of his vast wisdom, A saint drinks poison And offers milk. This is wisdom in oneness, Wisdom in perfection, Wisdom in God-satisfaction. All of us must act like a saint.
My ignorance thunders: You are nothing, I am everything. My knowledge declares: You know something, But I know much more. My wisdom whispers: You and I know nothing of everything On earth, And everything of nothing In Heaven.
By: Sri Chinmoy

Why God Made TeachersBy Kevin William Huff
When God created teachers, He gave us special friends To help us understand His world And truly comprehend The beauty and the wonder Of everything we see, And become a better person With each discovery.
When God created teachers, He gave us special guides To show us ways in which to grow So we can all decide How to live and how to do What's right instead of wrong, To lead us so that we can lead And learn how to be strong.
Why God created teachers, In His wisdom and His grace, Was to help us learn to make our world A better, wiser place.

GOD MADE TEACHERS . . . Author Unknown
God understood our thirst for knowledge, and our need to be led by someone wiser; He needed a heart of compassion, of encouragement, and patience; Someone who would accept the challenge regardless of the opposition; Someone who could see potential and believe in the best in others . . . So He made Teachers

my blog for today..hahas..hope my fren and teachers like it(:

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hooray

Friday, February 5, 2010 @ 4:49 PM

back in blog..ytd and toaday help out in ICT...fun..and tiring..ytd after helping..we guys went to Mac and eat dinner...enjoy..talking abt fateha bad things and her future..hahas..but i still love her..hahas..being her best fren for 4 years..she still the best..also marianne is the best..love them..they guys rox..they must jiayou on their N level coursework and N level yea...hahas..doing e learning..dont noe is good or bad..hopeless in the work..hahas...forget it..tmr is weekend..gtg out ba..gtg church too...gtg out with mummy to Woodlands checkpoint..shopping awhile..cheers(:

today is the 19th days..i miss him..alot alot..no one noe who i refering to..i really miss him,wanna to listen his voice..see his smile,watch him doing his own work..i wanna to hide somewhere to look at him..but i am too busy in school and alot of stuff..no time to go there..i will find one day to visit him..how is life nw..tiring...i really miss him..i love him..call him..wat sld i sae..or just silent it..i dont noe wat to do..i dont dare to accept new relationship anymore..im tired..no one can replace him in my heart..if one day a guy whose love me,wanna going to my life and my heart..i need to consider first..cos is hard for me to love a guy again..im sorry..im not a good gf in the future..im not a gal tat guy sld love him..i just a useless gal..

i just wanna him to be happy...love him..guide him always..until he get marry..find his love one..i will just give up on him...God i wanna to protect him..give him all my love..guide his family...God i wanna to tell euu..i have never regret to noe him..i noe euu wanna to protect me..

SIGN OFF
MANGO(:

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feb..woots

Tuesday, February 2, 2010 @ 5:15 PM

woots..is feb..omg..the times is really fast..ytd went to singapore botanic garden with classmates,mr willy and mrs choi..hahas..doing ebs coursewok..taking alot of pic..hahas..i love the rain forest..the path is long and cool..hahas..today ebs cousework so stress..i hope i can do well in my cousework..N level man..i still dreaming..hahas..ytd also spenting time with my cgmates..hang out tmr..tmr starting my cca..drama..so long never join cca le..hahas..

i miss liana and elvan..shall go church find them in orchard..i miss chatting with liana..great toking to her my problem..and miss elvan..wanna give him a hug..love him..hahas..takee caree man..my dear fren..

the days i missing euu..the days i wanna to call euu..but i cant tex euu..i never been cried for a long time..i wanna to go to ur workplace to see euu..but im afraid..i really wanna to give up on euu..but i cant..i tell myself..i must give euu my blessing..and happiness..i been thinking are euu happy now?so euu eat good or bad?how is ur work?i cant deny tat i love euu..give away my love to other gal..i admit im lose..can euu be happy?can euu smile more..im so regret to noe euu..i wanna to met euu again..how i met euu the first time..the heart shape i fold and give it to euu..will euu keep it..must be happy yea..my loves ones..when i feel sad..i just can depend on myself..tell myself..i cant cry or drop any tears..i gonna be strong...the song i love..when euu feel sad..euu cry on my shoulder..when euu feel sad..ur heart get colder..i really wan euu to takee caree..hope one day i can be with euu..and tell euu I LOVE EUU...tell euu how important euu are..can euu tell me what sld i do?haix..

Be happy..Be joyful..Be a cheerful gal and guys!!

SIGN OFF
MANGO(:

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