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Thursday, October 29, 2009 @ 8:47 PM

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@ 7:15 PM

this is Pastor How Sat and Sun service sermon..enjoy(;
HEARING GOD
SPIRITUAL DEAFNESS
1.People who are deaf cannot speak accurately(1 Kings 19:19-20)
(Elijah has balance his life!He can serve God and loving his Parent,wisdom to be balance!He never give up on his Family)
We must spent time with our family,engaged with our family too!Get a vision from God(:
2.Deaf people tend to speak too loudly.
3.Deaf people cannot hear others and themselves.
(Mercy trying over judgment)
13 WAYS OF HEARING GOD
1. Audible voice of God
2.Angles
3.The Bible
4.Scriptures stored in my heart.(John 14:25-26)
5.My Spirit and Heart
6.Prophets
7.Gift of the Holy Spirit(1 Corinthians 12:7-10)
8.Dreams
9.Visions
10.Desires or Burdens of my Heart
11.Christian Resources
12.Circumstances(1 Thess 2:18)
13.Godly counsel and Leadership)1 Corin 16:9)(1 Thess 2:13)

Matthew 13:1-23
-If we are not willing to believe
it is easy not to hear. DOWTS

-If we are not willing to obey
it is convenient not to hear. DISOBEDIENCE

ytd i took picture with Mr Willy..first time taking picture with Male Teacher..seriously..and fateha too..hahas..great teacher..great fren..loves(: hope he like the card..tmr i think i have somethings for him..hahas..

and ytd i went for roy meeting..hahas..is great..i so glad i went..really awesome..i really get bless my his words,i wanna to race the race with Pastors and Leaders together..is time to think..and ytd he bought alot of food for us..hahas..and we worship God..and i really can feel the Presence Of God..tat God sae im a Gal..never sae die..never give up..yea..Amen!!God is awesome..awesome...WOW..and we share alot alot of things..and Roy also share abt his life with us..He is awesome..our great Leader..just blown aways..i cried..powerful..

and ytd went back hme..my grandmother really make me unhappy...i went to room..i just cry silently..i really can't take it..i called bell tat i don't noe why i suddenly think of her..she is the only one..i can trust on..suddenly swee call in..i just continue cry..sorry swee..i never wanna heard me cry again..i noe euu understand my feeling..thanks swee.great brother in Chirst..and thanks bell for everything..whenever i need a shoulder to cry..euu always lent me..i love euu..bell given me a verse tat she wan me to rmb..

2 Timothy 1:7
-"For God has not given us a spirit of fear,But of power and of love and of a sound mind."

bell i will always rmb..tat euu wan me to conquer my problem...i will have faith(:
and today i woke up..my eyes really really very painful,swollen..i can't open my both eyes...went to take a bath..meet rosemary take bus go school..and reach school...i can slowly open my both eyes..the sunlight is too bright..and alot of prize,congrat to them..hahas..when back to class..they all sae my eyes very swollen and tired..i sae yes..i really really feel tired..i shouldnt cry too much..i think im a soft hearted gal..haix..when can i stop crying..i really wan to be strong..but can't..i got my report book today..cool..hahas..later got to let my father sign..and i promise Mrs choi i will get b for my eng..hahas..mrs choi..i will..hahas..great teacher..

tmr is last day of school..i qutie sad..don't noe why..but tmr gtg for the overnite tour with class and teacher..5.45pm to 6am morning..yeah..so good..don't need to sleep..i don't really love to sleep..waste time only to me..im excited abt it..is for next year course N level..must take alot of photos..and sat morning..come back and take a nap..abt 10am wake up..gtg church..got ministry for Photography..hahas..i love it..can take alot of picture during main service..Pastors Lia man..i wont feel tired..whenever God with me..im content abt it..i just wish my lovely daddy HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIRST..MONDAY is his birthday..hope he can stay longer,healthy..one day get save by God..i believe tat...and i wanna spent more time with him..great parent i have..

i wanna to tell the malay guy like me..im so sorry i can't stead with euu,i noe euu love me..but i think is impossible for me and euu..euu are a great guy..can find a better gal..im not a nice gal..only suffer...i just wanna to serve God more tat He is the one i love..for relationship..i have a guy i love..but is a secret..tat God noe...yup..so euu can find a gal tat suit euu yeah..God bless euu..i will try to control not to love a teacher or wat..i think my fre

n won't like it..it is dangerous...thanks God..i hope tat wont be happen to me..yup..

Great fren tat i wanna have is they can be happy..i will be content..i can protect them..loving them(: TaKee CaReE!!!!

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MANGO(:

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yeah..result are out...

Friday, October 23, 2009 @ 11:07 AM

today we noe our overall result..hahas..my subject all pass..only maths fail..but i will study hard de..i class ranks is 17 and level ranks is 19..hahas..i frm 24 to 17 i very happy man..hahas..ytd i have a awesome dinner with rosemary,carol,hong hwee and swee..hahas..at causeway point..so ps they waited for me for 1 hour..doing e learning..hahas..my ytd mite is awesome..i very happy..and today mr willy never come to school..maybe sick..hahas..he must rest well yea..next week must take photos..but i plan to give him somethings..still thinking..today or tmr doing card..than next week can give him...REST WELL TEACHER(: see ur handsome face..hahas..tmr zhe hao coming to church..so happy..and rosemary coming on sun..i very happy for them and myself..thanks God..everythings is awesome..i never forget that..i will pray for clara..she can come..hahas...

finally i can get report book..cos tat time i never get it..i cry..finally i can get..i hope i got improve..and tmr gtg yio chu kang sec for the maths fair..hahas...will update soon..happy weekend yea my frens(:

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MANGO(:

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happy birthday to my grandmother

Thursday, October 22, 2009 @ 2:53 PM

ytd..get back maths,sci,cpa exam paper..i saw the maths paper..i wanna to tear away the maths paper or burn the paper aways..i dont mind de..I HATE MATHS...if i have boyfren like maths..i straight away break up with hm..and sae bye bye..kidding.. might be true..yea..and i qutie stress in maths..i can just junp down from the building..end of my life..i have a lot of pressure..that sec 4 got grad day..we saw them walk dwn..i saw the guys..i like frm hall to parade square..haix..i will miss him de..i noe i and him is impossible..all the best for his o level..after sku..go hme.chat with my mummy,grandparent..at nite,we went to eat..also celetrate my grandmother birthday earlier..which fall on 28 oct..wish her happy birthday first..always healthy..love her..hahas..we ate alot of things..full man..hahas..today,went to zhi hao hse do the e learning..haix..all do finish already..yeah..hahas..qutie good..luckily no maths..i wont do de..hahas..later on meet carol they all for dinner,spend time together..i think weekend also have at church..hee...

hmmm...i recently reading mr willy blog abt the "Nasi Boengkoes"Director's Cut 1-5...qutie nice..his story..euu got to take a look at it..hahas..i heard the TLG before...and he went to bible camp..sia..i never go before sia..i hope i can go and take a look..also..God is awesome...i wondering which church he gtg..hahas...follow him..anyway i noe where he stay too..hahas..he never noe...he leaving sku sn..sad man..why not wait until i grad next year..i want to cry...he is awesome..realllllllllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy....he sae he will visit the church..sure anot..haix..he like ogura ice cream,nasi goreng and many more....he hate the most is veggie..hahas..he die le..hahas..his present is veggie..hahas..veggie is nice..but he doesnt like it..strange??hahas..he hope he can put his body at Paris..why...not is hse meh..i will gossip him more de...and he mark the maths paper..he hand writing so small.like ant sia..who can see..luckily my hand writing like him..can see..hahahahahahahahas.....hope he have a wonderful weekdays and weeend..yeah..God bless him(:

i hope i can get my report book back..on29 oct...if not i will cry again...tmr got sku...hahas..i wanna to spent more time with fren and teacher..before next year having n level and alot things need to do..times flew very fast..days by days...we do not noe..happy is ore important than anythings and family...yeah..God given us a great days..we shall enjoy it...

Time is in our hands..grab it nicely...and do what euu wan to do...enjoy the days we have before we have any regret..i have alot alot of things i really want to do...i can lose everythings..family i cannot lose it..they are my only kin i noe..i love them...God alt i noe euu always test me..and no matter wat i will jus accept it..and go on in my life(:

silent cry tat i just wanna to kept it in my heart...

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duh..haix

Tuesday, October 20, 2009 @ 12:51 PM

today came to sku..noe the result..sianx..i qutie disappointed to it..but i hope i can study hard..deep in my heart..i felt qutie sad..i hope nobody noe it..really..hope nobody see my blog..tat i am so weak in..i try to cry in silent..tat tears just roll down from my cheeks..just pretend to be happy in school and church..tat happy and smile is important..i noe alot of people concern abt me..im okie de..i just a gal who is strong outside..but my inside i am weak...hmmm...i hope i never never wake up..in tis world,tis morning..but i try to give my fren happiness,good memory and treat them good..they are my world..tat i could not lose it..i noe God is there for me..but i noe He is testing my everything...i willing to take the test..when i was sec 1..i accepted Christ..my dad doesnt noe..but i hope my dad can give me his blessing..and i really wanna to serve Gos with all my heart..loving Him..i hide tis lie for 2 years plus..im tired..i hope he can forgive me..im sorry daddy(: i love euu....take caree!!!!

Heal my heart God..im really tired..haix..

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MANGO(:

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hee..back back

Monday, October 19, 2009 @ 7:57 PM

hmmm..finally finish all my exam already..relax alot..fri is marking day..dont need to go to sku..but need to come back sku for CIP...we went to old folks home..i saw alot of elderly at there..omg..they look so thin..and i wondering why their children left them..abandon them in here..my heart is pain..nearly crying..we went there to cut hair for them..i cut for one of the auntie..she is so cute and cool..i love her..and i went in to the room..i chat with one of the elderly..i have a great time chatting with her..she like my grandmother..euu guess how old she is?98 years old..om my..but she look young and strong..hahas..i love her so much..i hold her hands..pzh and hong jie..i like her granddaughter..hahas..i hope so..after tat..we leaving soon..i doesn't wan to leave there..hmmm..i swear i never never put my parent at there..i love them so much..i will take care of them until they old..no matter how busy..i am..i will still love them..how they love me so much...

fri nite..gtg for Pastor Kong service in HOGC..woots..his sermon is awesome..he tok abt Holiness..what is holiness?
1.attitude of beatitudes
2. living in the HOLY SPIRIT(Galatians 5:25)
3.Living on the world great
"True Holiness is measured by the extent to which we obey God to live out there IN the world"
John 17:15-18
on sat..(what to do when you don't know what to do?)
Step 1-Set ur heart to seek God
Step 2-focus in the promises of God.Not a problem!
Step 3-Stand before God(Ephesians 6)
Step 4-Wait for the Holy Spirit
Step 5-Beginning to Praise the God..
On sun service..i bring my two fren,rosemary and zhe hao to church..and i hope they enjoy it and have fun..i very happy..and all the 3 days..the sermon and the service is powerful and awesome..i so glad i came for 3 days..i really learn alot..how to trust in God..Pastors Kong,Pastors How and Pastors Lia is a awesome Pastors..i love them so much..i never leave church..tat i have alot of true fren,true love in there..serving God with all my heart..
Recently i read tis sentence i love it(Psalm 16:11)
" You will show me the path oh life.In
Your presence is fullness of joy:At
Your right hand are pleasures forevermore."
(John 6:63)"It is the Spirit who gives life:the flesh profits nothing.The words that I speak to you are spirit and they are life."
tis sentence..tat thanks God,tat He show me the path of life..tat i really slow have it,and His presence given to me is full of fullness of joy with fren and family..i believe tat His right hand is my pleasures of the forevermore..and the sprit He given to me is life,the flesh tat is profits nothings..but the words He speak to me is spirit..and the heavenly Father is my life..tat i lift my life and flesh to Him...cry out to Him..because i am the Child of His..tat He will take care of me..until i die..with my love ones..and go to heaven(:

this few days toking to Mr Willy at facebook..he really a great fren to me,a great teacher to me..i went to his photo..he really have a great time with his fren,family and his gf..i can see he really love his loves ones around him..he loves to travel some country..alt..he is a very busy person..but he really take sometimes to go out with his fren..and he really a guy love God,fren and family..i hope he can be bless by God..God he really a teacher,a fren tat i really envy..alt i doesnt noe him well..but he is a great guys..hope God can make his a better and awesome guy for euu.Lord..and whenever he got to other country..protect him..hope he really have a wonderful day whenever he walk..whenever he feel tired..or heart is tired..give him strength..give him joyful..everyone is there for him..support him..encourage him..holiday is coming..i hope i can take picture with him..and always rmb a fren,teacher tat i have..and he really have a wonderful day,every single day he walk..jiayou wor Mr Willy..take caree..have a great destiny,great future..career go higher and higher..hope one day can see euu again..and hope one day he can visit HOGC..hahas..God is awesome..he also..hope he and his galfren..always loving..if he marry..don't forget to invite me yea..hahas..i will give euu my blessing..awesome guy(:

i hope my fren in this world..can be happy..hurt can be heal..cos God is always beside us..and there for us..and happy and smile is important..alot of different emotional and things will happen to us..we must hang on,and i believe one day..we have alot of blessing for Him..have a great plan,great destiny waiting for us(: Take Caree my fren..i love euu guys..

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MANGO(:

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hello im back in my stupid blog..hee..

Monday, October 12, 2009 @ 1:36 PM

wow..im back on blog..woots..so long never post already..sian and lazy to blog..tired..hahas..hmmm..F1 was great..met alot of fren..love them..and i finally saw my pri sku best fren..gwen..love her sia..hahas..and at sku got rosemary,sweetie(clara),marianne,pzh and hong jie..alot..hahas..the race was amazing..then see customers face..haix..never mind..IS OVER..hahas..but my legs is hurtful and pain..cos of the high heel..err..mrs yeo,mr naufal and mrs choi..hahas,,they are great teacher..and awesome awesome fren to me..hahas..been one month already..clara came to church..im so happy..i so lucky gal..thanks God for everyday..having a great fren tat i knew her when i was in pri sku..cool rite??hahas...i noe a great,handsome guy..he name is MR WILLY KURNIAWAN..HE IS AWESOME!!!he not just a teacher to me..but he is a fren in my heart..he is a guy who love God,Family,Frens..hahas..althought i doesnt noe him well..but he really a mature guy,teacher..hahas..great to noe him..8 oct is his birthday..wish him HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!is so hard to guess his birthday..thanks to my sixth sense..hahas..i guess it correctly..and also never forget my two awesome fren..JOEY AND ALVIN..HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOO!!STAY HAPPY AND HANDSOME(: is my first time giving alvin the birthday card..hope he will like it..he is a great brother to me..hahas..recently in every country..tat happen to them..i hope God really bless them,protect them..i hope i were there too..helping and loving them..hmmm..i dont mind sacrifice my life..hahas..cos i have God love..hahas..and ytd after we studying..we went to orchard to find Swee and Hong Hwee..we watch MeatBall..also in 3D..woots..is cool..funny..clara almost fall asleep..hahas..and hong hwee and swee is crazy abt meatball..ouch..hahas..after tat we three went to kfc to eat..after tat taking mrt hme..the swee is lame and i hate him..hahas..hope we have a awesome day..i can't wait for this fri..PST KONG IS COMING TO HOGC..woots..i bringing fren..hope to see rosemary soon..and others...take care!!

i great have a wonderful life tat God given me..thanks.I LOVE EUU(:

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