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Tuesday, March 16, 2010 @ 9:27 PM

im back to blog again..this few days..qutie busy...hmmm..ytd is my brother birthdae..wish him Happy Birthday wor..hmmm this few week,i feel lost..i went to find him again..cnt control myself..went to his workplace..haix..i treat me so cold..treat me as transparent..my heart feel hurt..i text him..then he text me back sae..dont waste time on him..concentrate in study..but i am concentrating in my study..but i really love him so much..why he wanna hurt me...i missed call him..but he call me back..i noe he like me abit..but he deny it..i dont noe what to do..im tired,,waiting for him..maybe i wasting my time..on him..he knew i love him..but why he want to avoid me..i hate guy avoid things..he doesnt wan to tok and sort it out..why..i alway think this guy doesnt wan to face the fact..the true..i think tat he wanna me to continue to love him..get hurt more ba..i dont mind...i only noe i love him..wait for him for 3 years..worthy anot..i dont noe..i always think am i a foolish gal,silly gal..faithful in love...i dont noe...who can tell me..cry alot also no use..he dont noe also..i wanna cut myself,he also dont noe..i fold alot of heart..he also dont noe..i dont noe what happen in his life..but i alway support him..always there for him..my moral support to him..faithful to him..i willing to wait for him until he married ba..i dont mind..i only want him to be happy ba..i text him..but he never reply me back..is okie..but i only wan to ask him.."Do euu love me anot..do euu have feeling on me..i only wan him to ans this..isnt so hard to ans this question??

i dont noe,in the past..he get hurt before anot..i dont mind him share his problem with me..i will always there for him..i hope one day,he can text me and sae he love me..can be his galfren and always by his side whenever he feel sad,happy or angry..i really hope so..can anot VC...i dont mind euu from malaysia or wat..most importantly is he love me..and i love him too..haix..i always get hurt..when can i cure my heart..maybe forever wont cure ba..i dont noe when can i find my mr right??God knows!!!

nowadays gtg to church..feel alrite..but i feel something missing in some part..i dont noe how to sae..i feel weird man..i only feel happy..if bell and jon in there..bell and jon is my best fren..i dont noe why,i can share my problem with them..i feel tat they really my true fren..wont backstab me..and they two really important to me..the next best fren i have is..i dont noe..see ba..maybe is my cousin ba..wesley tan..hee...he is the only relative i can trust and believe in wor..first time man..hee...God plan..

my daddy brought laptop ytd man..after i came back from ktv with my mummy..hahas..dreams come true..thanks daddy and God make me dream come true..i wont feel boring again..and i feel myself so lucky..have a great family(:

i want to see his smile again..wanna to hug his tightly..give him all my love..i wanna to tell him that I LOVE HIM SO MUCH..i wont find other guys,i promise myself..in this 3 years..but i can feel tat he will find other gal..haix..

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